so I really have no idea what to write about on here anymore...as evident by the fact that i've written seven posts this semester....i really feel like I have no idea what I should say in any situation any more....I've become real quiet this semester, like real quiet...i mean I would never say that I've ever been a loud or boisterous personality...certainly never the center of attention...but my first semester here has been a whole lot different from my first semester in belton. I know that they're two totally different animals, maybe living off campus as opposed to living in dorms has something to do with that...maybe it's just that i'm about 3 years younger than everybody i hang out with around here...i just feel like I never have anything to say..... my pastor spoke about fractals and sympathetic resonance this morning...i can talk about fractals and sympathetic resonance for a looooong time....

so I haven't been on the xanga in a while...obviously....anyways, now they have statistics over on the side where my friend's list used to be. Where as before i was presented with who had recently updated now i'm told numerically how important my site is....fantastic....everything is about stats these days, don't get me wrong, i love stats, that's half the reason I watch baseball...but i don't need stats to tell me how unpopular I am in the vast world of cyberspace...time to go check my fantasy stats